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Eyes stinging red from lack of sleep,
Wishing my heart was yours to keep.
Feelings of emptiness and despair;
Bitter wounds I doubt will repair.
Claustraphobia sinking in,
Nursing a broken heart within.
Dreams of you in my head
Make me happy, yet full of dread.
Flashbacks of you rejecting me
Are too painful for me to see.
Yet they're here and haunt me still,
Making me hollow and ill.
You got a boyfriend, I died inside.
Now, all I want to do is hide.
Can't concentrate on anything I do,
For I always start thinking of you.
Haunted by images of the two of you,
Helplessly watch my dreams die too.
Depression starts to stain my skin,
My confidence now wearing thin.
Colour drained from my eyes,
Fearful of eternal goodbyes.
I know I'll always be your friend;
I don't know if my pain will end.
If I'm suffering all this pain,
If there's nothing I have to gain,
Why do I still love you?
A love unbroken and true.
Wishing my heart was yours to keep.
Feelings of emptiness and despair;
Bitter wounds I doubt will repair.
Claustraphobia sinking in,
Nursing a broken heart within.
Dreams of you in my head
Make me happy, yet full of dread.
Flashbacks of you rejecting me
Are too painful for me to see.
Yet they're here and haunt me still,
Making me hollow and ill.
You got a boyfriend, I died inside.
Now, all I want to do is hide.
Can't concentrate on anything I do,
For I always start thinking of you.
Haunted by images of the two of you,
Helplessly watch my dreams die too.
Depression starts to stain my skin,
My confidence now wearing thin.
Colour drained from my eyes,
Fearful of eternal goodbyes.
I know I'll always be your friend;
I don't know if my pain will end.
If I'm suffering all this pain,
If there's nothing I have to gain,
Why do I still love you?
A love unbroken and true.
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Thanks To You
Breaking my heart
Like it's something you own
You tear it apart
Can't you leave me alone
I'm done with all this
I'm finished with you
See this cut on my wrist
This blood is on you
You left me so broken
And shattered to the core
I'll never be open
I've closed all of my doors
I hide in my dreams
But they're tormented too
I can't find a safe place
All because of you
Let me have peace
Please let me live life
I've fallen to my knees
And I cry here tonight
All thanks to you
I can no longer live right
Just go through the motions
Just trying to survive
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. you remind me of someone beautiful
once upon a time, you told me i can't save everyone.
- - -
you will never read this, thankfully,
( i think, i think, i think, is what i tell myself like a record on repeat )
but i would like you to know i have so much left to say.
i remember looking at you and seeing the entire world staring back,
hearing all of the music of the universe playing at once.
what happened? have you lost the notes?
has the world torn that out of you?
i'd give it all back if i could,
but i'm afraid you don't want my silly confessions or sad-sorry-stories anymore.
- - -
i've become no more than pixelated text, a name staring at you blankly through the
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As for My Heart...
I'm reminded of you every day,
and despite how much I would like to crawl into my hole...
forget about the world...
and let go of the tears I've been holding...
I remember
"You never liked me, anyway"
So why does it matter...
when I submit to the hurt
that has been gnawing away at me?
But no.
I promised myself [I wouldn't].
Even so, the longer I put this off,
the further my heart breaks.
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Absolutely incredible. I thought I was the only one going through something like this...